God where are you?

I know You are here

Always here

Although when I'm doing some  bad thing

I know You see

I feel Your warm hug when I feel completely lonely

And you know my favorite time everyday is when I have a small talking  with You

When on the road, we talked about trees, the weather, and You always listened all my complain

My random thought about everything

I feel the joys  when the wind blowing, and I know it was Your whispered

It seems like You told me that You listened all my crap

But…..

Don’t U know, what I feel right now?

Do You run away from me?

Or maybe I am totally bored enough to make You stay

Or You tired with all the bad things that I ever had

Because You stop whispering on me

The sky always spread the hatred look on me

I really miss You God

You are the best pal I ever had

Keeping all my secret for year to year maybe till I'm dead

Easy to forgive

Calming my nerve

Bring me the joy and make my self safe every time

I don’t know god, stop dissapering from me

I need You so much

I feel the world against me right now

But I believe that someday

We have really a goodtime to doing something together as always

And forever

God please stop laughing!! I am not kidding

Am I wrong because I tell You I love You everyday?

Maybe I am like a bit  bitchy  to say sorry for my mistakes for a millions time

Thanks for always being in my side

Be there for me

Today and I hope forever I love You God

You should know that

You must know about it

And  You always know it<3

Sincerely, Your badass lilgirl